+Despair Denied+

x5

2007-07-21T22:17:03Z

This place never does seem short of it's excitement, does it.

Reeve, there's something I need to talk to you about.

x5

2007-07-10T04:02:10Z

...

Somehow I feel like I would just be repeating myself.

I'm not really surprised that he would appear here though.

x4

2007-07-03T04:42:56Z

This is partly reminiscent of the Sandy Badlands.

... hm. ~~The light is getting bothersome...~~ I wonder how Reeve and everyone else is faring.

x 3

2007-06-17T10:59:45Z

...

Madness. This is almost as bad as when Deepground was...

Reeve, stay close. We've already lost Tifa and I will not hesitate to subdue whoever harms any more of us.

~~Why is this happening at all?~~

x 2

2007-06-06T04:52:26Z

Such a ruckus over such small beasts. It was beginning to feel like Wutai for a bit.

I wonder who else from our world has made it here... Why is one of the remnants living, though?

Hm. Reeve, how's your room?

x 1

2007-06-01T22:01:08Z

...

I believe the correct question to ask would be where am I.

This isn't the Shinra mansion as I expected it to be when I entered it.

...

Hm. Strange.

Why does this computer type as I speak...?

o59;

2007-02-17T02:20:16Z

[ Logged; recorded on 0214XX ]

...

Do I even want to know why I'm here?

o58;

2007-02-04T10:52:04Z

What.. is this..?

This entire place is filled with.. ~~why on earth am I-- why is this place responding to...~~

...

...

SHIT.

[Edit] All those of the West. I would hope you do not act like my division and not tear each other apart. Sephiroth isn't one who tolerates such things and very soon neither will I.

[ooc; I HATE LJ TAGS.]

o57; [ Private to Allies only ]

2007-01-21T10:54:41Z

...

It is time.

We have to hurry before it is too late.

o56; [Viewable to Allies Only]

2007-01-10T09:36:50Z

This isn't good.. this isn't good at all.. Illusions.. how long do we have..?

Reeve was there, right in front of us.. and it was an illusion..

... Hojo's.. said that he is still sane, but how long?

Sephiroth.. you still have your status as an Avatar.. we.. Gaia damn it all, that idiot..

...

No, I wont be able to find him like this.. tch. ~~Kayura needs to rest..~~

Sol, I might need to take a rain check on that drink date.

o55;

2007-01-08T13:23:31Z

Reeve, this is too long even for you. Where on Interim are you? ~~Why can't I shake off this feeling..~~

Has anyone seen Reeve?

o54;

2007-01-01T04:19:31Z

I'm.. sorry I've been so out of it. I just managed to get together an outfit for the gala.. ah.

Do I look alright?

Hm. If everyone else is ready, I believe we should leave.. I'll give everyone their gifts later..

o53;

2006-12-20T06:07:49Z

... snow.

It's been a while since I've seen it..

Where is everyone?

[ooc; Vincent just returned from a happy nap! *random post of random.* xD ]

o52;

2006-11-29T22:42:55Z

It looks like today's a very special day for a tiny snow fairy. Perhaps we should do something for her. A moonlit garden gathering, perhaps?

~~.. I feel strangely.. relieved.~~

Well, no matter. Hm. Reeve's acting ~~lovesick~~ silly. Now to find Highwind and see what he is up to.

[Mind wiped! Vincent does not remember Gin, Aizen etc either. But he does remember the tension that came through it and is wondering what he was worried about.]

o51;

2006-11-15T00:17:15Z

Hm.

[Unhackable by non-Allies]

They're taking a break, but my own testimony probably added fuel to the flame.

~~Whatever Sephiroth and Rufus are planning better be worth it.~~ Kayura's going to be giving hers after mine.. I hope she does a better job.

I'm sorry.

o50;

2006-11-12T17:22:56Z

We have a few hours.. but..

We're supposed to be at the Court House.. Sephiroth, Reeve, if you're ready, let's leave.

The sooner this is over the better.

~~Highwind.. Rufus.. what are you up to..? Why wont anyone say anything..?~~

o49;

2006-11-11T18:37:18Z

--!! OUCH!!!

..something shocked me.. what in the name of Gaia..?

o40;

2006-11-07T02:35:15Z

ENOUGH.

I'm not sure why there is the need to raise unnecessary argument against what was a clear mistake of my own. I allowed myself, to fall into despair and anger and into the condition I eventually displayed- yet why the arguments and accusations against the integrity of my person? Admittedly, I am upset by my own behavior, yet I am re-reading the record of the situation and cannot help myself from being somewhat amused.

If someone has a problem against the way I -normally- perform my tasks, I would not mind hearing critique. As it stands, it appears many misunderstand my role as the Harbinger. Perhaps those that are unsettled will like to be reminded, that ~~most of~~ the Avatars are the ones who wish to maintain a sense of order and ease for the inhabitants of the city, and have been selected for their devotion to the task at hand.

I come from a world where people were ruled by the hand of power and a certain sense of fear. I am not entirely in agreement with this method, yet in a place such as this, a place which is settled between worlds of worlds and a place which is not the world we hail from, and a world from which we have no escape, as well as a place where people come from lands and worlds far beyond the vastness of our thoughts.. if there are punishments and disciplinary methods that need to be taken, what is wrong in that? There is a purpose and reason for all coming here, and from here is where we progress. To find a way to strengthen ourselves and find a way to reach the places we seek to be.

But what I will not. EVER agree to.. is the unjust accusation of the innocent. Be it against those who are free of guilt and crime.. or myself. We are here, we cannot expect the city to conform to the rules of our worlds. That is why there are sectors.. for us to be comfortable in environments familiar to us. I cannot say how long we will be here.. I cannot exactly say -why- we are here.. but I do know this. It is our actions that make this a Paradise or Hell. That is why there is a unified working system.. surely. Surely there is some good to the possible evils we seem to perceive here..

I do not take this task lightly. I do it with full understanding of my place and trust that no one will question that again.

...

[ Private//Filtered from AK's Minions//Avatars//Viewable to Sephiroth ]

I grow weary. I apologise for my behavior and assuredly it will not happen again. Those words are not fabricated, but my thoughts as they stand. There is just something that has been bothering me..

Hasn't it been.. far too easy to blame Raito? I'm not agreeing with what he's possibly allowing to happen, but I have been observing him. There's something off.. very seriously off about his position and behavior. He might be trying to hide something, but.. I have the same feeling back from.. back from then. Before the occurrences of Deepground..

...

There's a greater hand in this. I'm not sure why.. but I know there is..

Reeve, I'm going to accompany you to the trial. The person to be judged shouldn't be you.. but that Avatar of Justice himself. And not for a possible camouflage of crime.. but of what he's being made to do.

---

I am grateful for small measures.. hm. Thanks to the biogenetic construction of my body, this hangover was hardly difficult to beat, especially in an uninjured state.

I am fine. Please do not worry for me.. I just need to have some time to think.

o39;

2006-11-06T03:45:02Z

aizen sousuke sol badguy ky kiske gin ichimaru

sephiroth's gonan punish you bad

listen to what he seys.

thought i'd warn you.

cause it s mey job n all.

sory kinda drunk.

o38;

2006-11-03T23:15:23Z

...

Never again. I am never betting with you again, Tseng. And that dress is in Elena's room.

And don't try to find me. Please consider my presence nonexistent.

~~I was SINGING. Of ALL things. IN A DRESS.~~

...

Hm.

I haven't been here in a while. Forgot how comfortable and -disconnected- it was.

[ooc; Vincent's noooot happy. X3 ]

o37;

2006-11-01T21:29:00Z

"... no thoughts within her head, but thoughts of joy!
No dreams within her heart but dreams of love!"

Raoul.. where.. where am I now..?

[ooc; .. I'm going to hell for this. X3 Will update with Vincent-as-Christine pics.. when I stop being lazy. x.x]

o36;

2006-11-01T00:43:12Z

I am absolutely NOT amused. ~~Tseng, I despise you. I hope you know this.~~

... Of all the things in the world.. Reeve's not here, Cid's disappeared to gaia knows where, Kayura's nowhere to be found and Elena's obsessing over some musical.

Why me..?

035;

2006-10-24T03:42:34Z

In accordance with the duties set apon myself as the Harbinger, the following people will be under the watchful eye and scrutiny of the Power of the Avatars.

Cait Sith; AI/Sentient Toy - Data Thief

Reeve Tuesti; Mastermind controller of the former, Gaian Human and Master work of the source code behind it.

Cait Sith has been detained for trespassing in the Underworld. As all know, the citizens of Vertere are forbidden from breaching the grounds in physical states or unless they're near death. It is a rule to be served with a penalty if breached.

The charges against Reeve Tuesti range from Data Theft to Masterminding a possible revolt against the workings of the Avatars as well as bringing harm to the people of Vertere. He will be tried in the Vertere Court and if found guilty, faces a penalty of eternal punishment in death.

Your warning has been given. If you are ready to face the consequences of your actions, then our Avatar of Punishment will escort you where you need to be, by the order of the Avatar of Judgement.

You have three days until which, if you have not acted as per the warning, you will be removed by force.

Power and Peace to the People of Vertere.

034;

2006-10-22T21:35:57Z

I.. would like to thank all that participated in the birthday events last week.. it was very touching and kind of you all. I apologise for not being able to offer my gratitude sooner. There.. has been some work I've needed to oversee.

Good luck to the Police Force. Your cooperation in keeping Vertere safe will be appreciated greatly.

Sometimes this duty wears on my mind more than needed..

Reeve, I.. I'd like to speak with you. Immediately.

[Private to Rufus; Tseng; Elena; Reno; Shinra mansion inhabitants]

Raito's warned that anyone indulging in prostituting unsuspecting women will be arrested for obscenity. I don't think he'd understand even if we explained.

And Rufus, Tseng.. I shall be arriving to bring you both back to the mansion. This childishness will end now. I do not want to hear of any objections, am I clear?

---

[Private to Sephiroth]

... I need to speak with you privately. Where are you?

---

.. hm.

033;

2006-10-13T21:39:14Z

...?

Why is everyone avoiding me when I speak with them? Did I do something? Hm. Perhaps Rufus left because of my..

... I can see why, then. ~~Tseng isn't saying a word and acting as though I am not there. What did I do to him now?~~

.. hm. Highwind did say he wanted to see me in the garden.. perhaps I've upset some people.

I'm going out. Please don't bother me unless it is neccessary.

[ooc; He so doesn't remember it's his birthday. Strikeouts readable :D ]